ilovethesea

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About ilovethesea

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  1. thanks man, that was helpfull ;)
  2. just got home and depending on my position i am around 7/10 to 8/10. girlfriend is out on a business trip and i gotta do laundry anyway, wouldn't it be a shame to lose the opportunity? anyone up for some fun?
  3. result of last night's holding during dinner out. i got a bit drunk and decided for a holding/ wetting.
  4. I enjoy the feeling of peeing myself. I like it. I like doing it and I like liking it. I don't really know exactly what triggers, maybe it's that it feels so wrong, so nasty, and yet pretty good. Maybe it's the warm wetting of pee sensation. Probably all of it. I'm pretty sure I was always like this. My first occurrence dates back to when i was five or six years old. I deliberately chose to pee my sweat pants in the basement of my building, instead of going home to use the toilet. I remember this, although I didn't yet understand the meaning of such an inclination. I remember going back to my mom explaining how I didn't make it home in time, and being quite frightened, and how comprehensive she was. She didn't blame or act angry at all, she just took care of me, I guess that was awesome. On the other hand, she had no idea what really happened, of course. I also had a phase when I was about twelve or so that I would fill the bathtub and go in fully clothed. Internet was not yet this developed, I had no idea what a fetish was, let along this particular and peculiar one of ours. Before that, when i was nine and we moved houses, I had a new room, all to myself, and at night there were a few times I tried to go to the toilet but I just wouldn't find the door. These were very humiliating nights. All i remember is I really disliked it. I would cry out for my mother but for some reason she didn't arrive in time, and there I was, helplessly holding myself until there was no more how to, eventually peeing in my pyjamas. Very very humiliating. Horrible. One day, when I was probably fourteen I deliberately wet my bed. It was just too comfy to get out so I thought 'what the hell' and let go. This was my last experience of wetting during my childhood and teenage years. No sexual connection to any of those. not in my head at least. Then i found youtube and the world of internet possibilities and I realised how it made me feel. I was ashamed. It was a burden. Heavy one. I hid it from everyone. I tried to make it go away. It really messed with my head for some time. Eventually I decided to allow myself an omorashi search on the internet like once a year or something. But always felt guilty. I really have no idea if anyone can relate to this, but it was hard for me in the first years. Finally, when i was twenty-four, I had this girlfriend. We were pretty open to each other and for some reason I still don't understand, I felt like I had to tell her. She took it really bad in the first moment but at the same time, she immediately recognised that it took some balls to open up about this. She was ok with it. I felt such a relief. So we talked about it, she was interested in the whole scene, I showed her a few clips, a few stories and I explained what I liked about it. Now this was the most difficult part, because I had no idea. So what I was able to understand was that I didn't enjoy humiliation. Really isn't my deal if someone isn't enjoying something, much less feeling humiliated. I guess I'm pretty vanilla on that field. I also didn't understand the "accidents" people write about in here. Not at first. I didn't really care for pretending to be desperate, for desperation, or even holding. I enjoyed, still do, the 'fuck what centuries of social behaviour enforcement teach us' and deliberately pee on pants. Not because there's no toilet around, not because you can't hold it anymore. Simply because. Because we can. Because we want. This girlfriend moved back to her country at a point so we were trying this long distance thing, and one time she went out for a few drinks and when she got home I got myself a video. How cool, hun guys? And this started. I got maybe a dozen clips from her all together (all deleted at break up point) but she started getting mad about it. After the first few, she said she didn't really feel good about it but i was addicted and kept asking for clips. This was like a year time. and there was a fight once that I don't even remember what it was about, I remember she brought this up and made me feel really really bad. All that shame, guilt, wtv coming back. We didn't mentioned it again for some months, until one day I got home from work (i work twenty-four hour shifts so i was completely destroyed) and went directly to bed. A couple hours later I woke up needing to pee like crazy. (I work in front of computer screens so I drink a lot of water to avoid headache, about 3+ L in one shift) I had woke before but ignored it because I just wanted to sleep, this time it was the real deal. I got up, got dressed and went for the door, only to listen to my room mate closing herself in the bathroom for showering. Now, she was usually fast and I decided to wait. I lived with four women, wouldn't be cool to get caught peeing in the sink. This shower took her 45min for some reason. I was texting that girlfriend, and told her what was going on and she simply answered "well, don't be in pain, just do it". I confess that that text immediately aroused me, which end up easing the need a little, but not much. Long story short, I did it. I put towels on the floor and let go. We agreed that I was waiting for so long to try it that I should take the chance. She even wanted pictures, which was amazing. Not long after this she came to visit and we finally tried it together (we were talking about it). We tried it in the tub. The disdain in her eyes was just horrible. This was probably the worst experience, with omorashi or not, I had with a girl. We all got crazy partners, but understanding I caused that discomfort was just... very very bad. This was the end of wetting for us. But that day with my room mate in the shower I decided that this was part of me. It's in my nature as a person. There's nothing to be ashamed of, it's not a choice, it's just there. It's my fetish! And I decided I should embrace it, know it, try it; and see what it is all about. this was when i was twenty-six or twenty-seven already. I searched, I read, I watched, but I didn't really try it until that one night. I went out with the guys and when i decided it was time to leave soon, it occurred to me to not go to the bathroom until i got home (to try it at last). And so I did, had a few more beers with the guys, got in an uber and went home. Now you probably all know how it is when you drink beers, you gotta go all the time. I was bursting!! But since I got home dry I decided to keep holding, see until when it went. I started talking with a friend of mine online, we always flirted a little bit and I was drunk, so I just went on telling her what I was doing. She thought it was amazing and encouraged kind of. Well it took me two hours, some pee was coming out, I already had quite a patch on my jeans but to say the truth I had to let it go deliberately. There was no accident whatsoever, well, apart from the patch. Then I soaked and it was so good. Her knowing (I wasn't with that girlfriend anymore) was relieving because I had someone to talk about it. That's cool! After this a few wettings happened. I discovered the holding is something I also enjoy at times. Several ways I wet myself actually, including while ridding my motorcycle! I tried it a bit. But now it's been months probably and there I was, driving my car and thinking about how this turned up to me. I let a few girls know. Girls I've been with. Tried it with one of them a few times, was amazing (I think I created a monster there) and as I write this I am in fact holding my pee for about three hours now. i'm maybe 5/10 still, all I had today was a coffee in starbucks, but bottom line is, lets see what happens. Thank you guys for being part of this. I'm today a proud member of this wet society of ours. Just don't personally know one single person like me x)
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  6. peeing my pants View File after months without pissing myself, this was just too quick. Submitter ilovethesea Submitted 11/30/2016 Category Pants Wetting  
  7. hey guys! today, after a very long time, i finally got the house for myself. i have 3 roomates and none of them knows about my fetish, so it gets difficult to get it going. but today i was at faculty drinking tons of water (as usual) and started feeling the need to pee. i wasn't reallt in the mood for classes so i just bailed, drove home and by the time i parked i was already at like a 8. i walked home to found it empty, so i put my shorts on, and jumped into the tub. problem is my camera is either broke or the card is full but recording wouldn't start and by the time i realized i was already strugling to keep myself from peeing. it was bad. i jumped out of the tub and tried to understand what was going on, in less than a minute pee started to show on my shorts, even though i was trying to hold it in. 3 or 4 not too long spurts after i knew the 'accident' was about to happen, camera rolling or not. i got back in the tub just in time. unfortunately couldn't get the camera to work but i'm here now, still on my soaked shorts, writing this tou you guys with some pics of how it went. hope it gets you going for your own leasure times. all good!!
  8. i get freaky with everything for the real deal. i mean, when it comes to sex, to be very very honest, vaginas are my kink. i love them, i worship them, i like a vagina more than the vassel female that carries it, a lot of times. don't care if they're fat or just bones, don't care about their color or social status. eating pussy is just awesome. and i'm inclined to try and eat a bleeding one to win my red wings!! so you see. but when i 'take care of things' myself, i search nothing other than omorashi related, that's a fact. apart from very few exceptions that i go for some random porn, but that's really rare. sorry for male chauvinist approach on the female, i love you ladies, meant to make a point on my 'i love puss' statement.
  9. she grabbed her crotch over the squared dark gray skirt she was wearing that day, feeling constant longer uncontrollable streams filling the wooden bench, the cotton of her clothes, down to the white socks she had to her knees, slowly wetting her right shank a bit more than her left, and she turned to her left while a tear ran as fast down her face as her fluids did down to the floor, saying 'bless me father for i have sinned'
  10. kinky. sounds cool ;) love it
  11. location

    portuguese here and i bet you no other portuguese (although i also bet there are in here) will come out x) lisbon for the moment.
  12. Hey guys, so i don't know if i'm supposed to post this here because it actually goes further than wetting but if needed I'll take it out. Nevertheless I advice, this story contains sexual activity. I met a girl (lets call her Eve) at a friend's birthday (who will be Thelma) and we were chatting for a while. We connected, really good talk, very sweet girl. At the end we were kind of making out a little bit, not like in the corner or anything, more like dancing and eventual kiss or so here and there. I decided to take a stand, so I grabbed her strongly against me, grabbed her ass and kissed her like a man!! (cheers guys) Thing is I made it clear what my intention was for that night. But there was always this tension between me and Thelma. So she approached and suggested we had a foursome with another friend of ours. I met Eve for the first time in there so I said that was fine by me if she was into it but I didn't think it was cool for me to ask her. They're long term friends, both of them, even sharing an apartment few years ago, and I was good as I was so I let Thelma bring it up to Eve. For my surprise, she said yes. We headed off back home and in the cab I asked 'look people, I know you're all kinky so I don't judge but I don't wanna be caught by surprise with some weird shit, I'm up for whatever comes, but I wanna know - should I know about any fetishes for this?' to which everyone said 'ah no, what happens happens, it's good' and I thought 'yeah right' but who cares, right? Then leaving the cab they wanted to chat with the cab driver while paying so me and the other guy went to the cafe nearby for a piss and when we got back, going upstairs, Eve whispered to me 'I'm into heavy stuff, BDSM related'. Back home we went to different rooms, apparently Eve decided to not go for the foursome. This sweet girl Eve had an evil BDSM plan in her head. She talked me into it. I had never tried BDSM per se before but I was drunk and due to some shit I went through I can't say no to this stuff. It just appeals to me. Anyway we had pretty rough sex, I didn't know what I was doing but I'm military trained and I know what i cannot do so everything was pretty much under control, like with me letting her breath and all. But then again, she asked me for pain, so I inflicted pain. Next thing I know, this girl is spending time planning what to try that she never could before, so we engaged in a weird talk about our kinks and deep desires. And I felt telling her about Omorashi could actually work. And people this is where it starts: I told her about holding, wetting, how it goes for me and what we can explore together, she got into it immediately. I didn't even expect such a positive response from her. She also told me some stuff she could see us merging, BDSM related. Now, I'm quite a sporty guy, outdoors man, and always have ropes around, I made sure they were by the bed before I left to meet her. For my surprise, during dinner she was horrible. I really dislike people put on some kind of mask to please you. Which she did, and I almost ditched her at a point, long after dinner, but she started with vodka and got lose and eventually dropped the acting. I told her 'look, this is what i want from you. The acting from before, that mask you put on, drop it. I don't give a shit about sex with someone I don't like, and I don't need it. But this.. you're an amazing girl, so be yourself. No one is expecting anything other than that from you' and she almost cried, in a good way. She said i read her. The whole thing changed, we were talking quite well and closed the bar eventually. Before that I had already told her the use of bathroom was restricted from that point on. So none of us did. I'm not a daddy, that's not my kink, but I do take the lead if needed. After the bar closed we were thinking of going home but then I really wanted to take her to this viewpoint for the whole city and she said she might still make it there but I could see she was already kind of feeling the pressure in her bladder from her body movements. In my car we couldn't find a spot to park, and the road is amazingly bad in that area as it's the old part of town. So she was clearly holding herself now, I myself was already feeling a bit of pain in my bladder. When I finally found a spot to park, we noticed another couple making out in their car. But we went out to the viewpoint anyway. From the viewpoint we could see the car and they could see us, but there's this little wall in there behind the bench and being dark and all you can hide a bit. She was clearly desperate now, me too, not yet to a point that I can't hold it anymore, but about to get there. She was also clearly horny as I grabbed her breasts and her ass and her pussy. I laid over her and she sat on the bench feeling my cock and looking me in the eyes, this was when I started fingering her. And that's when i started feeling a warm stream coming out of her pussy, with my fingers inside her. She told me 'I can't hold it anymore' while she was going, and i knew she leaked a bit in my car. I didn't have to go yet, but the night was just starting. I got really aroused watching her jeans shorts wet, and seeing her pee making a patch in her pussy and her ass (she was sitting in a way i could finger her, my fingers were still inside this woman) feeling it in my hand and my wrist and hearing the sound of it hitting the floor through the bench. When i thought she was done, the stream got stronger and I stood there, constantly making eye contact, and the amazing part is I could see her desire in her eyes! When she was done she grabbed me in desire, and I fucked her there and then. When we left, she said 'I want to walk around like this for a bit before going home' I couldn't believe how lucky I was. It was pretty late, the streets were empty apart from a few drifters like us. We went to place with lights a few cafes, there were a few people walking around still. Having sex had eased my need to go considerably, but now I was feeling pretty desperate again. And she asked 'do you need to go now?' I said yes I was going to in a bit. She said she also needed to go again. Now folks, she did pee a lot the first time, and she did pee a lot the second time as well!! At this point I was more aroused than ever, It was my first deliberate and conscientiously intended public wetting (and still the none after this) and it was about to happen. I took her to a corner in there, we were at a small park, but you can clearly see through, walking there I got to a point that I was already leaking a lot, and was having the time of her life feeling my crotch area, laughing, while I was trying to find a place, then I realised I couldn't quite hide from everyone. There were people coming back from and going to a club nearby all the time. So we went to the corner, I told her I wasn't going to last much longer, and put her let over my waist and I could feel her pee going down my legs while she kissed me vigorously, I let go myself, felt the relief, she felt my pee and went crazy, kissing me, grabbing my crotch, I grabbed hers too. I was already completely soaked, front and back, my sneakers pouring pee, and I was still going, I couldn't stop but I held for so long that I think I couldn't quite pee all at once. She was always grabbing my crotch and the feeling was amazing, I didn't even care if anyone saw me anymore, I was really aroused, and so was her. Going back home I had to park really far, so we were walking on our soaked clothes for about 10/15 min, both of us wearing denim, therefore quite visible. At home we did it her way. After a while we had a pee break, she sat on the toilet and I was supposed to pee in between her open legs, but instead I gave her a golden shower. She wanted revenge so we went on the tub and i went down on her while she peed. we then proceeded to the bedroom back to her way of doing things. Sorry for long post, hope it's not too explicit or something. And of course, hope you guys like it. This is a 100% true story. Well 98%, names aren't real and dialogs might not be exactly accurate but the meaning is.
  13. just to clarify i think this survey is somehow not conclusive. for example, for a few i've answered 2, which is 'i tolerate reading about it' although the real meaning is simply 'i don't care. it's not repulsive and it doesn't intrigue. so if in terms of actual sexual activity, i would try out mostly anything a partner would want. foot fetish for example i don't have it in me at all but i could engage on some related activity and for sure would be dope. although for me alone i don't seek it whatsoever. see my point? so every time you see a 2 here, consider a 'i don't care' instead of 'i can tolerate' exception - voyeurism. there's something creepy about this in my head, i don't judge that people feel attracted to this but i don't agree one should do it. loli is really what? i had to look it up on google, it compares to paedophilia... o.0 ? Who's Involved? A: Male - 2 B: Female - 5 C: Transvestite - 2 D: Transgender - 2 Clothing E: Nude - 3 F: Partially clothed - 4 G: Fully clothed smart - 5 H: Fully clothed casual - 5 I: Using a diaper - 3 The act J: Normal bathroom use - 2 K: Peeing in a container - 2 L: Peeing on the floor - 4 M: Peeing in a chair - 4 N: Peeing in bed - 5 O: Deliberate pee - 5 P: Accidental pee - 5 Q: Desperation - 4 R: A 'clean' stream - 3 S: Getting pee on them self - 3 T: Getting pee on others - 3 Sexualisation U: Peeing during masturbation - 3 V: Peeing during heterosexual sex - 5 W: Peeing during homosexual sex (male) - 1 X: Peeing during homosexual sex (female) - 4 Y: Peeing during oral sex. - 4 Z: Peeing during foreplay. - 5 Location: i: Inside workplace - 4 ii: Inside abandoned industrial - 4 iii: Inside domestic - 4 iv: Outside urban - 4 v: Outside suburban - 4 vi: Outside rural - 4 Related fetishes (only answer if you want to): AA: Loli - 1 AB: Coprophilia - 2 AC: Dominance and submission - 2 AD: Foot - 2 AE: Salirophilia - 2 AF: Voyeurism - 2
  14. anyone awake?