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analogrto

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  • My pronouns are..
    he/him

My Kinks

  • I'm into..
    Bedwetting
    Diapers
    Crossdressing
    Gender bender
    Sissification

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  1. Rachel, you and your posts are one of the best gifts we have here!
  2. #1 and #3 (same girl, likely same photoshoot) definitely needs changed!
  3. And more left for the reader to imagine as we wait for the next chapter. How bad is Lavender's 'accident' going to be? What will be the results with Vivian? What sort of stories did Vivian write? What sort of wishes did she want fulfilled, or what experiences did she embellish upon? Can't wait for more...
  4. What really draws me into stories like this is the believability of it. Vivian isn't seeing Lavender wet herself and immediately putting her in pullups or diapers and making her sleep in a crib (there's a lot of stories I've seen like that), instead she's concerned about how embarrassing it must be to deal with and have others find out about. She's not judgmental, but instead caring and helpful. There's that adult side of both Vivian and Lavender that starts the story, and then Lavender's little side starts to show more and more and Vivian seems to encourage it. Very good writing. While some people may love fantasy stories or ones that get more sexual, the ones that make you paint the picture in your own mind of what is happening really tend to evoke more of a response from me. One gets an emotional involvement with the characters since you don't see them as just single dimensional descriptions. There's no paragraph or two describing something (like a person's body in graphic sexual detail), but instead short bits that require the reader to involve their own imagination. Can't wait for the next installment.
  5. Wow. Good development of the story. A nice mix of erotic adult time for Lavender, together with her beginning to have her little side show more and more. Does maybe Vivian have a better idea of Lavender's fantasies than she lets on? Very good writing! Keep it up!
  6. Good job developing the story, looking forward to seeing where this goes. Does Elyse have an inkling of what may lie ahead for Lavender? Is Lavender's deep desires going to come to fruition? Hmmm....the possibilities....
  7. And the Americans laughing back, saying that at least the ones they have one can last an entire spacewalk...
  8. I've seen that statue (the one you're using as base picture) with my own eyes. It's The Little Mermaid in Copenhagen, Denmark. Personally, we had a penthouse apartment for the week we were there, across the street from Tivoli Gardens. I loved taking the day and walking down Strøget, or renting a car to head out to Bilund and visit Legoland. Of course, I have Danish blood, and I would usually pop into a shop on Strøget and get myself some Tyrkisk Peber candies.
  9. Picture #5 of Trisha, 'The Full Color Fairytale Book'
  10. Hey! I own that fairytale book!
  11. There's a lot that can be done to truly f*!$ up kids in life. My mother had her narcissistic personality, high intelligence, and manipulative ways in use against me for years. My stepfather didn't try to do anything other than support and enable her and what she did. Growing up in the 70's and 80's, the divorce meant we were put in my mother's care (that was the standard at the time) and my father ended up pretty much out of the picture other than as a source of money for mom via child support. Hell, a lot of things like the crossdressing were supported (pushed) heavily by mom because they hid what she saw as a small version of my father not to mention as a way to get back at him after the divorce. I don't think anything counts as physical abuse, but there is emotional abuse and definitely sexual aspects that accompanied it. I'm probably fortunate in that I can thrive in difficult situations and compartmentalize emotions and feelings well. Even so, this weighs heavy in my life and thoughts on a regular basis. I hope you can find a good method to cope with your trauma.
  12. I'll start with a simple preface: I have talked to a therapist multiple times over the years, and it has helped me greatly. I have come to terms with and accepted things that have happened in my life as simply being just experiences--I get to choose what good or bad I take from them and whether or not they hold sway in my life. I grew up with a narcissistic mother. Between bladder control issues and everything I've dealt with over the years, I have become a DL. My parents went through a very bitter divorce when I was seven, and I'm sure it didn't help that I both looked and acted almost exactly like my father. She subscribed to the view that humiliation and embarrassment were valid techniques to manage child behavior, and also believed that 'children should be seen and not heard'. I certainly fit in to the ideas on parental rejection. My mother did not have a strong connection to me, and I think the person who I had more of a maternal connection to (an aunt) may have contributed to my DL side just by being more accepting and loving in how she treated me during the times she had to deal with my diapers (much fewer and further between than my mother normally dealing with them). Having the narcissistic parent certainly made life difficult. Life was always about what she wanted from me in the times where she was actually involved in my life. It wasn't until my late teens that I started charting my own course in life, and that started a major rift between us. I got into a military academy for college and six months in realized I hated it and left. You don't want to know how much I heard from her about that. I still went on to college to get a good degree, but met a woman I fell in love with, had kids with, and married (we celebrate 30 years of marriage in August). That woman didn't live up to my mother's standards and I constantly heard about it. I'm not going to go into details right now about other experiences such as crossdressing and my mother's help, guidance, and encouragement there. I eventually went no contact almost 18 years ago and life has been good. It was the right choice. My mother tried to get back in contact almost two years ago, excusing her treatment of me because she now thinks I have Asperger's (hint: I don't) and didn't know how to deal with it at the time. Instead I now live a few doors down from my father and get to spend a lot more time with him, something I missed out on growing up. I have plenty of kinks, but they don't control my life. I'm a successful electronics engineer, I drink occasionally, don't use substances, and am diapered constantly for bladder control concerns (easier to wear protection than risk accidents). I count myself DL (I've tried AB stuff before but it's not a big thing for me). A number of people I have talked to over the years have left me convinced that the AB/DL side of things has a huge variability on factors that may influence it. I agree there is a difference between AB and DL--AB seems to be more inclined to the caring aspect, where one wants to feel that little, helpless side (maybe have a caregiver involved). DL is more focused on the diaper aspect, where one does not need to be younger or helpless, instead dealing with either the toileting aspect or the loss of control.
  13. Northshore.com has them available. What I'm using right now.
  14. I am sorry to hear about Mike. Society has damned many a person for falling outside of the 'norms' and shaming them for it. In all seriousness, there is a massive stigma surrounding this fetish for absolutely ludicrous reasons. Some see ABDLs as pedophiles because of the association with the infantile when it is absolutely wrong. Others see the desire to wear diapers as something that should have been outgrown as a young child (and become a 'big' kid). No matter the reason, we are often shown disdain by the general population for something that is often kept private and out of public view. To me, I gravitated towards ABDL after a long time of dealing with incontinence issues, deciding to embrace my situation rather than fight an unwinnable battle. Even though I NEED to wear protection, the shaming and disdain I have felt is very real. There is nothing I have done in my life to put myself in this situation, it is simply the hand I have been dealt. Much the same, there is nothing I have done in life to put myself in the situation where I need glasses (OK, maybe I have tried to make sure I survive as long as possible and age has caused it...) but here I am. I posted in another thread about experiences with shame and humiliation as a young child at the hands of my mother due to my issues. I was fortunate that I was able to get my mind and thought process past years of my screwed up childhood, but not everybody is easily able to do so or see the tiniest bit of good in such a bad situation. We can all do what we can to help those who are having trouble, but for some, their views are too clouded. Again, I am truly sorry to hear about Mike.
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