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  1. Oh it's just a really stupid thing of mine. I don't know whether it's legal or not (like what some other comments here have argued for) but I just feel embarrassed when I refer to my private parts directly. It's really stupid don't you think XD
  2. Yes I agree with Dynamic, and I'm really thankful you all took the time to tell me this. And don't worry, my boyfriend doesn't mind if I use his phone, but I do think I'm in the wrong for sharing his journal here ... I looked into his journal out of pure curiousity, and it was mostly about his university stuff, with a whole bunch of incomprehensible scientific terms. But I found this stuffed in midst of his journal and I was really hurt to find I was putting him through this much guilt. Anyway, I'm pretty reassured as to what to do now thanks to some of the other kind comments people have left here. Thank you for being kind with me too :)
  3. That's exactly what I needed to know, you're totally right. And don't worry about the long message, it was really kind of you to take the time to advise me on my problems, when I should've dealt with them alone. Thank you :)
  4. It was really kind of you to tell me this, I appreciate it very much. While my boyfriend has no qualms with me using his phone (he doesn't lock it and always leaves it lying around), I have to agree that he wouldn't have liked it if I shared it here. He doesn't say anything about his journal and I don't he expects me to pay much attention to it, since most of it is a record of his university work to keep himself on track. But you're right, it was really stupid for me to ask for opinions here if it meant revealing his journal.
  5. My boyfriend and I have been occasionally having some omorashi fun, and I always thought he enjoyed it as much as I did. But then I saw this in his journal in his phone, and I never would have thought he thought about it this way. He always seems so confident and bold, I never thought he had so much considerations and fears about it. Below is what he wrote in his journal. I'm posting this with his phone. And a word of warning, my boyfriend describes things in much more vivid detail than I do, probably because he never intended anyone to read this, so there's some serious adult material down there. I'm actually surprised he has the photographic ability to recall events perfectly like I do when I share my experiences. I'm a little hesitant about sharing this, but I guess it's ok for this site. I really want your opinion on this, so I beg you for your time and patience: "We did it again. This time, she suggested that I lock the door to the bathroom while I take charge of the key. I agreed. It's only two days since we last did it and I honestly recommend some more rest before she puts herself under this strain again. But seeing her stand there, in that simple white T shirt, and that tiny little skirt of hers makes it impossible to resist. And so I locked the door to the bathroom, and was resolved to make her hold it to her breaking point. She drank her water, and we resumed our work and studies while we waited for her bladder to fill. She sat at the kitchen table, doing her work, and I could see her rubbing her full belly. She must have drank a lot of water. Poor girl, I feel a little guilty for making her do this. After an hour or so, I could see her crossing her legs under the table. Her brows were furrowed and it seemed like she found it hard to concentrate on her work. She squeezed her legs together and started rubbing them against each other. I love how every time when she needs to pee, she always starts off by crossing and squeezing her legs. I let her hold it while we focused on our work. Somehow my studies accelerated during this period thanks to my increased focus. I could see her edging towards the corner of her seat, and rubbing her vagina silently against the corner. She said she does this while she was in high school when she wasn't allowed to use the bathroom. Her brows were furrowed and she kept biting her lower lip. Was she doing this on purpose? Does she know just how impossibly sexy she can be? She looked up and saw me staring at her, and she immediately blushed. I can't resist the look when she's shy. I've said this to myself so many times. I feel guilty for liking to see her feel embarrassed. I feel like I'm not worthy for all that she's done for me. We gave it another 30 minutes. She was really desperate now. Her hand reached down and she squeezed her vagina. She stood up and walked with a bent waist over to me. Her cheeks were pink, probably from the heat. Her skirt crumpled as she held herself, revealing more of her legs. She's so cute when she puts on a miniskirt. She rested her head on my shoulder. "I really need to pee now." I fought the urge to touch her, and instead I had an idea of trying something new. I told her to try holding it without using her hands. She seemed surprised but she took her hand away. She started to squirm in her seat, while rubbing her legs together. She looked at me with longing eyes as if asking for permission to hold herself. She kept giving out these little moans 'ooh' 'ah' that made me hard just by hearing it. Finally she said "can I please hold myself, I can't hold it anymore!" I nodded. She stuffed her hands under her skirt, and bent down, burying her face between her legs, her long hair flowing down her side. I was worried I might have hurt her, but then she looked up, with a painful smile on her beautiful face, "I really need to go." She was holding herself under her skirt. I love it when she does that. I can only imagine what her hands are doing down there. She looked so desperate, I feel bad for enjoying this. I've always had. She stood up and leaned her butt against the wall, crossing her legs into an X, she thrust her hands under her skirt and started shaking silently. I went over to her. She didn't look at me. I lifted her skirt. She gasped in surprise when I did, and I saw that both her hands were stuffed inside her panties. She looked very shy and I decided to go further. I took her panties off, and she grew even redder. What kind of monster am I? Who does this to the girl he loves? She pulled her skirt out of my hand and covered up her bare legs. After all this time she's still embarrassed to show me her vagina. She looked into my eyes and I could see a tear dangling in her eyes. It breaks my heart whenever I see that. I wanted to give her the key and let her pee, but I can't resist watching her holding herself, she looks so hot with her body bent while wearing that skirt. I told her to describe how badly she had to go. "I'm about to burst!" Like every time when she's up to her limit. I led her slowly to the table. Then I took her hands out of her skirt, and gently pushed her vagina to the corner of the table. She let out a little squeal, but she didn't resist. She bent down with her vagina against the corner and started rubbing against it. I asked her whether it helped and she gave me a faint smile. Her position was irresistible. I lifted the back of her skirt and touched her butt. I wanted to finger her but I knew she would pee herself quickly. So I just ran my palm over her butt and she didn't seem to mind. Another shot of guilt went through me as I watched her rub against the table. I can't believe I'm making her do this. She used to be so innocent and happy. Now I've led her into this. I'm a bad influence. Is this how you treat someone you love? Her panting became more and more strained. She turned her head and looked at me "it isn't helping anymore, I'm really about to pee myself, can I please have the key?" I told her to hold it a little longer. She lifted her skirt and squeezed her vagina with her middle and index finger like a pair of scissors. She has no idea how hot she is. She rubbed her belly with her other hand, and she kept looking at the bathroom door. She looks so cute when she needs to pee. I love her, and I hate myself for putting her through this. She asked me for the keys again. I refused. She hopped over next to the bathroom door, and continued to hold herself. She was squeezing herself so hard I was afraid she might hurt herself. She asked me for the keys again. I don't think I've ever seen her this desperate. "Please, I'm not playing now!" I was torn between two sides of myself. She tried the locked door but it didn't open. Then she knelt down with her elbow jammed against her vagina. She was panting very hard, and she finally let out a really high pitches "Ooh!" And I saw pee coming out of her legs. She covered her vagina with her hand but pee gushed out uncontrollably. It might have been a minute before it ended. It's the first time I actually made her hold it till she lost control. I led her into the bathroom. I took our clothes off and turned on the shower. (He goes into great length to describe what we did next, I don't want to share that here.) Then we went to sleep after cleaning up. Even after what I did to her tonight she still hugs as me as she sleeps. I can't sleep. I can't after having forced the love of my life to pee herself, and enjoying it while she suffered. She acts like she doesn't mind now, but what if she's hiding her pain? People always claim men and women are equal. I disagree. Women are vastly superior to men. She would never have enjoyed it if I was put into the pain I put her in. Even after what I've done you, you still love me don't you? " I almost cried after reading this. I thought he enjoyed omorashi as much as I did, but it turns out I was making him feel bad about it. What should I do?
  6. Oh really? Now I feel much better about myself knowing I'm not the only one XD thanks so much for telling me :)
  7. It was super embarrassing of course. But I guess it's understandable. I was making a huge scene of myself after all and I'm sure anyone would've kind of freaked out if the girl sitting next to him went crazy like I did.
  8. Ooh yes we have so much in common ^^ thank you for leaving this kind message my dear :) I'm glad someone here agrees to my preferences for skirts. And you're right, it was impossible to focus on undoing the button when I was in the toilet. I had to pee so badly I couldn't calm myself to do it properly, and the fact these shorts are designed to be tight didn't help. Oh gosh I can't believe I'm not the only one who had trouble with the zipper. Hope you're ok now :) and yes I have shaved (blush) but let's not talk about this here. As to your questions, now that you mention it, I don't quite remember whether I pulled my zipper up. I'm feeling a little scared now because I don't think I did O.O oooh I'm such an idiot I'm hopeless. I just hope no one saw my panties. Funny you should mention this, because I was first resolved to walk to the toilet as naturally as I could so I wouldn't draw any attention, but when I came to it I was cupping my va**** with both my hands. I actually noticed a few people staring at me but luckily most were too preoccupied with their movies to notice. The pee kind of sinks when I stand up and there was no way I could take my hand away without loosing control. Well the posture was pretty embarrassing of course. Basically the posture any girl would take if she really had to pee XD oh gosh I don't want to describe myself in that posture here, why don't you message me if you really want to know? Ooh that's so mean XD I really did try. I pulled my panties down with my finger and opened the zipper as wide as I could. My va**** was all wet with the pee I accidentally squirt out. I tried leaning down at an angle so my pee would fall in the loo without making my shorts wet but when I tried peeing a little bit the shorts just got in the way and soaked up all the pee. I literally had to pinch my pee hole shut before I really made my shorts all wet. Maybe you can try it out yourself at home XD Of course he noticed. There was a patch of stain at the front and back and it was impossible not to notice. He actually asked me whether I peed myself and I told him what happened. Luckily they were dry by the time I got off the plane. Anyway, hope you're satisfied :) you're Alice right? :) it's nice to meet other girls here who can relate to my experiences. I don't mind if you ask me questions but you can try messaging me next time like some other people here have done. I'm usually more comfortable to answer your questions in private. :)
  9. Thank you :) that was very kind :D
  10. A few days ago, I was caught in a really, really desperate situation. In my defence, as much as I like omorashi, I like doing it in a safe environment with my bf when there's a toilet nearby without the risk of embarrassing myself in public. But this time, I was stuck in a situation where I had absolutely no chance of going to pee, and gosh I don't think I have ever been this desperate ever since the days when I was forced to hold it in school. It all started on a plane. I haven't told anyone here about this but I'm half Asian, and I was visiting some of my Chinese relatives in Hong Kong. I went alone on this trip, even though I really wanted my bf to come with me I knew I'd just be adding unnecessary burdens to his expenses :/ after my visits I made my way back home. I sat next to the window on my return flight. My bf warned me about choosing those seats in case perverts might lock me in a situation where I can't escape (sorry to all men for saying this, I hope you understand :) ) Eventually, a Chinese guy who looked 20 years older than me (I'm 19) sat down next to me. He looked just like any other normal guy and was kind enough to greet me when he found out I was sitting next to him. The plane took off soon enough. The first two hours were rather uneventful, but it was in this uneventful hour where I drank all the juice which the flight attendants lavished me with. It didn't take long for my bladder to start to build. It was manageable at first, so I just distracted myself with a movie. But soon, after another hour or so, I was feeling the need to pee pretty badly. I wanted to go to the toilet, but I was too shy to ask the guy sitting next to me to move aside. It felt like telling a complete stranger I had to pee. (Thinking back, almost all the desperate situations I've been in in the past had been the result of me refusing to pee out of shyness. It's so stupid, but it's a character flaw that punishes me severely every time. And it was no exception this time.) I figured I would go to pee when the guy went himself. That way, I wouldn't have to ask him to move aside, and I was sure he'd have to pee at some point. I covered my lower body with my blanket so that the guy next to me wouldn't see what I was doing. I was feeling the need to pee pretty badly and I really needed to hold myself. Under my blanket, gripped my vag**** as hard as I could. My whole body shuddered from the momentary relief it gave me. So I pretended to be perfectly at ease while hiding the war that's going on inside under my blanket. I was lucky to have it for I can't imagine what would happen if I couldn't hold myself. Against all odds, I gradually dozed off. When I awoke, it was when the guy next to me touched me by accident. "Sorry" he said, as he settled into his seat. Then I realised he had just went to the bathroom, and I had lost the opportunity I was waiting for T.T it actually took me a while to realise I had fallen asleep and I quickly felt my panties just in case I had peed myself, but luckily they were still dry. I had slept for 30 minutes, as I checked my watch. Once I woke up, the sensations from my bladder came right back to me. I could feel the pressure throbbing down where my muscles were desperately keeping my bladder in control. I had to pee so bad. My legs were turning into jelly. I was at a point where holding myself under my blanket didn't seem to work. I normally wear skirts but I ran out of clean ones on my trip, so I was wearing a pair of stupid jean shorts instead. It was more difficult to hold myself in these shorts and I cursed myself for not bringing an extra skirt for my trip. Then I did something I felt embarrassed for even under the cover of my blanket. I pulled down the zipper (as quietly as I could) and plugged my pee hole tightly with my finger. The relief was momentary and I knew I had ask the guy next to me to move aside so I could go to the toilet. I spent the next 5 minutes mustering up the courage to ask him, but I was too shy to do it. I know it sounds really stupid but I just can't help it. While I was still thinking of a way to phrase my request, the worst came: turbulence. Immediately we were told to stick to our seats. I was horrified as there was no telling when the turbulence would end, and my bladder was already close to bursting. I was scared, embarrassed, and absolutely dying to pee. A squirt of pee gushed out and I jammed both hands between my legs and only just managed to stop it. I think I was panting far too frantically for the guy next to me not to notice. He asked me if I was ok. (Thinking back, I've actually been in a similar situation before on a bus during a massive jam. I think I've shared the experience here but I'm not sure if I remember correctly) I was really embarrassed of course when he asked me, but I quickly realised I was in a very awkward position with both hands jammed under my blanket while my legs were shaking uncontrollably, and I thought telling him about my predicament was much less awkward then leaving him to wild guesses. I was so desperate I uncontrollably spoke in Chinese (I'm half Asian remember?) "我好急尿啊!" (I really need to pee!) I didn't have time to notice him, but he mumbled to himself something like 'the turbulence is almost over' (in Chinese) and left me alone. In fact, the turbulence took another 10 minutes before it ended. I kept my blanket on while I held myself because of the zipper (gosh I still feel embarrassed about that) and for several times I really thought I was going to loose control. But somehow I found the will power to hold my pee in, but my panties were already rather damp. Halfway through the turbulence, I was literally bouncing on my seat while fighting the tears that were swelling in my eyes. I was trying to bounce as little as possible so people around wouldn't notice but the bouncing really helped as it kind of helped my legs squeeze my pee hold shut. The turbulence seemed to go on forever, and I started moaning to the guy next to me "好急啊!"( I really need to go!) Gosh it's just so embarrassing knowing that I acted so much like a baby back there. Have you ever done something so stupid you want to hide your face even when you're alone? That's how I feel now (face palm) When the seat belt lights finally turned off, 6 people (I was very attentive to the length of line) lined up on both ends of the toilet. I couldn't stand in line while holding my va**** and hopping around for everyone to see, but I had to pee so badly there was no way I could stand still and not pee myself. I wasn't bold enough either to step in line and tell everyone I was about to pee myself. So I did the best I could, holding it in my seat while the line shortened. The line seemed to take forever to budge, and I almost cried when two more people joined the line in front. But luckily the line at the back was shortening. I was gripping on my shorts so hard I was scared I might rip through them. Eventually there was only one person left in line for the toilet at the back, and so I finally asked the guy next to me to move aside (something I should have done LONG AGO) and limped to the toilet. There was a middle aged lady in line and I guess since we were both women, I felt less shy about stepping in line ahead of her so I made up my mind to ask her to let me use the toilet first. She spoke English and when I opened my mouth my words came out more like uncontrolled sobs. I guess my actions spoke more than my words did, and I guess the sight of a sobbing girl standing in a posture that clearly indicated she was bursting to pee was enough to soften any heart, the kind lady touched my cheeks and said "you go first sweetie." It felt especially kind to a person as desperate as I was. The bathroom door opened and I quickly locked myself in. Now here is another reason why I never wear jeans or shorts and why skirts are always better. I tried desperately yanking my shorts off but they wouldn't come off. I tried to undo the button but the metal button was securely locked within the button hole. My hands were shaking. The plane was wobbling and the ground trembled. I was bursting to pee, the toilet was right in front of me, but I just can't take my shorts off! I thought of peeing into the toilet through my shorts but there was no way I would dare walk out with my shorts soaking wet. I even thought of asking the lady outside to undo the button for me but that was stupid. Please don't laugh at this one, but I even tried peeing through the zipper like guys do, but I tried yanking the mouth as big as I could but it was just impossible. Then I just started yanking my shorts frantically like a girl out of ideas. None of this would have happened if I had just brought an extra skirt. Now unlucky as I was, what happened next was equally lucky to my advantage. Whenever I hold my pee for my boyfriend and I'm at the point of bursting, I always hold myself while kneeling as I can apply more pressure to my va****. When I realised I couldn't take my shorts off, I started kneeling down, though it was out of despair rather than actually hoping I could hold my pee longer. When I did, it gave my waist a bit more space and the button became less tight. I started undoing it and the moment my hands left my va****, I started peeing. It took me seconds to undo the button and I ended up just sitting on the loo with my panties on, peeing the most relieving pee I've had in a long time. When I stood up there was so much pee in the loo I was surprised a girl of my size could have stored that much pee inside me. My panties were all wet so I had to throw them away. That was a terrible mistake. I've heard of men having troubles with their zippers. Having shorts with no panties on is equally troublesome for girls, especially with those stupid metal zippers. It scratched me for every step I took. Gosh it feels like all the 'unluckiness' in the world had landed on my head that day. The bottom part of my shorts between my thighs were wet as I had lost control already when I had figured out how to undo the button. But it wasn't too noticeable (I hope) and I quickly made it back to my seat. The guy next to me asked "all relieved now?" and I could feel myself blushing furiously as I nodded. He told me his daughter had a similar experience when she was about my age and that I shouldn't feel bad about it. He asked me whether I had the habit of holding my pee and I told him I did. And it's true. Either it's inconvenient or I'm too shy to ask for permission, I always end up holding my pee till I end up in situations like this one. I seriously need to regulate my habits. Then he asked me where I held my pee most often, and I told him it was at school (so true!). The plane landed and having refused to drink anything for the rest of the flight, I didn't feel the need to pee again. I saw my bf waving towards me at the airport, even though he said he was busy with a big medical project. The scenes of my trip came back to me, how I had spent days without him, wishing he would see the things that I saw, and all the things that I wanted to share with him. Then that misadventure on the plane came back to me, and I felt a lump on my throat. I rushed into his arms and cried my heart out like I had never cried before. And that's how my trip to Hong Kong ended in an unexpected twist, though it was basically all my fault. It's been a while ever since I had a real desperate incident, and I thought I'd share it here. Hope it was worth your time :)
  11. Don't know why it took me this long to notice your questions, I'm really sorry but I hope this late reply is better than never. As to your questions, yes it was hard of course when I was changing but not for your reasons though. All that movement required to wriggle myself into my swimsuit really wasn't helping XD as to privacy, yes I could see the other girls and they could see me as well. But aren't all changing rooms the same ? The showers were open, that I remember very clearly because I thought to myself many times of peeing in there when I couldn't find the toilet. As for the queue, there were only other competitors and a few security guards and workers hanging around but I don't remember seeing any spectators there. All the girls in line were in swimsuits as far as I could remember. I'm glad there weren't any, the whole experience was embarrassing enough for me and I don't need any extra 'spectators' around XD anyway, hope you're satisfied ^^ sorry for the late reply again
  12. I haven't seen any of my classmates back at school wetting themselves, but as a girl, gathering from my own experiences, I would say it's definitely easier for girls to wet themselves. Back at school, some of my friends (including myself) prefer to hold their pee rather than ask for permission out of shyness. It's just really embarrassing if you ask for permission and the teacher says no, and the whole class stares at you for the whole lesson, knowing you have to pee but couldn't. I've actually peed myself in high school because of this, which was really embarrassing since it was in kindergarten the last time I did. But luckily, I was already on my way to the toilet after having mustered up my courage and asked for permission (can't imagine what would happen if I didn't). And thanks to my school skirt, most of the pee fell between my legs and so nobody found out. So I guess it's more probable for a girl to wet herself. As to biological reasons, I actually think girls have a slight advantage because crossing our legs really help. I guess it kind of helps squeezing the urethra shut. But for boys I hardly think crossing the legs help in anyway, so I guess it's a win for girls in this respect ^^
  13. Just my boyfriend :) and some people here who have sent me really kind messages, but for the people that I actually meet day to day then it's just my boyfriend. I was way too shy to tell him and we sort of found out together when I was bursting to pee on a date. But other than my bf I don't think I'd ever tell anyone else. I've never heard any of my friends (mostly girls) mention this fetish even when they sometimes venture on sexual topics during conversations.
  14. It's been a while since the last experience I shared, my bf and I really haven't done much, or anything at all, in between. My bf is really busy with university and work, and he always thinks I should have decent rest after our 'omorashi' adventures. But he broke my rest last night, and what he did to me was so crazy and yet felt so amazingly good I felt like I had to share it with everyone here. I'm seeing a lot of boy girl friend experiences here so I'm really curious if anyone else here have done this before. My bf never admits it with his own words, but I know he loves seeing me hold myself when I really need to pee (so mean! XD ). Last night, after we had done all our work, we decided to enjoy a movie at home. In my defence I honestly had no plans for omorashi last night, but I do have a bad habit of holding my pee till the last minute when I watch a movie (how many of you have this habit also?). I was fidgeting a bit halfway through the movie, and since i was being half-cuddled, half crushed XD by my bf he knew what was going on. I don't know if I was making it obvious for him, but all I did was hug my legs against my chest and rub them against each other a little. My bf must have noticed it somehow and asked me if I needed to pee. Even after all this time I blush whenever he asks me that XD I tried to stand up and make for the toilet but he held me down. He made me hold it till the end of the movie, and I could feel myself needing to pee more and more. When the movie was over I was close to bursting, and I quickly felt my panties just to make sure I hadn't accidentally let any pee out. To be honest I really didn't feel like wetting myself. I was in my favourite nightgown which I'm sure is too girly and cute for my age XD and I didn't want to pee in that. Just when I stood up to make for the toilets my bf held me down again. This time, he held my arms in his so I couldn't move them, and thus I couldn't hold myself. I felt the need to pee grow and I instinctively twisted my legs together. I then realised my bf was trying to make me squirm in his arms. It was torture holding in a full bladder with my hands pinned behind me. I kept squeezing my legs together so my thighs couldn't help exert a little pressure on my va****, but it was like crossing my legs in a desperate situation, and eased my urge only for a little. I felt my knees grow weak suddenly and knew I was about to pee myself. I tried pulling my hands out of my bf's but he was too strong for me. So I told him I was about to pee myself, and implored him to let me go. He reached his hands around and before I realised what he was about to do, he started holding my va**** for me! I immediately doubled over when he started touching me like that. My hands were still pinned behind my by his other hand, and though the pressure his hand on me was helping me hold my pee, I also felt like loosing control from the sensations he was giving me. He reached up my night gown and stared holding my through my panties. After playing with me for a while like that he slipped his hands into my panties and started to hold me directly. He put his finger between the lips of my va****, and asked me 'is this your pee hole?" before I could say I word he had pushed his finger into my va**** already. I didn't know if he did it on purpose or not, but I wanted to tell him he had not found my pee hold, and he was in the wrong one below XD but I couldn't say a thing, and my words needed up as unintelligible moaning instead. Slowly, in our awkward position, he moved us into the bathroom. Still fingering me, he sat me on the loo. The urge to pee grew even harder to resist while sitting on the loo. I looked imploringly at my bf and he understood me, and he told me I couldn't pee just yet. We stayed in this position for a while. I could feel myself building towards an orgasm. Just when I was about to reach that point, he lifted me from the loo and placed me in the shower. Then out of nowhere, he started licking my va****! I was so scared I would pee in his mouth. Luckily I didn't and in the end he took his pants off and you know how this ends. I ended up having that amazing feeling of orgasming and peeing at the same time. So that ends my experience. I guess they're getting kind of repetitive by now XD so i hope I didn't bore you. I was just really curious to see if any couples here have also tried what my bf did when he 'helped me to hold myself."
  15. You're very kind, thank you for your suggestions :)