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  1. Like I've said in my last experience, me and my bf are now open to each other with omorashi. A few weeks or so have passed since last time and we've had a bit of 'fun' intermittently in the period between. But last night, my bf tried something different. For those of you who don't know, I came on this site because I was unsure what to feel about my omorashi fetish. It was nice finding support here from people who shared the same preferences. Ever since I opened up to my bf about omorashi, I felt the need to share here dwindle. But I would like to share with you what happened last night, and it would be great if you can give me your opinion on it. Last night, my bf asked me whether I was up to another night of 'fun'. I said yes but it was still early and we haven't even had dinner yet. Just when I was about to ask him what he had in mind, he said we were going to do it outside. I was a little shocked to hear this. My bf likes to watch me hold my pee, but no matter how desperate I get, there's always a toilet nearby at home. Needless to say I didn't want to hold my pee outside, and it is always super embarrassing if I end up so desperate to have to hold myself in public. But my bf has always been so protective and thoughtful and to go against his one request would be poor repayment. Just when I was about to tell him I was ok to it, he brought out something I've always been too embarrassed to look at, let alone use. He brought out a vibrator. It was a gift from my friend. She thinks me and my bf are, in her words, the cutest couple ever (awww :D ) and since I also played a role in setting her up with her bf, she decided to express her love and thanks by giving me a vibrator! It was the most awkward moment ever when I received that thing, unwrapped, in public. I think I blushed harder that time than when my bf confessed his feelings to me (another long story XD ). Anyway, with all good intentions, my friend wanted to 'enhance' my relationship with my bf with that thing, but I've honestly been to shy of the thought of using it and therefore it has stayed boxed and unused. So when I saw my bf take that thing out, I became really nervous. My bf saw the look on my face and calmly reassured me that it's perfectly natural to use a sex toy and that there's nothing for me to feel shy about. He took out the vibrator, which had the shape of a small bead, and it even had a remote. My bf asked whether it was ok to put it on me. I nodded. He then pulled up my skirt. Gosh thinking back I think that was one of the shyest moments I've had in front of my bf, I don't know why but I'm just really awkward around sexual matters. He slipped it inside my panties, and pushed it between the lips of my va****. My va**** is really sensitive and having that thing on, without turning it on, was already making my knees weak. All things set, we went out for dinner. After dinner my bladder was starting to build. I already had to pee a little when I was at home, and I had to go pretty badly by the time dinner was over. We went to a park for a walk. Luckily for me, it was quiet and deserted but for a few people lolling in park benches. I love wrapping my arms around my bf's arm when we walk and this time I did it out of necessity. Every step I took the vibrator pressed against me, and it was hard for me to walk straight like that. My bf asked me how I felt. I told him I had to pee pretty badly and we should find I toilet fast in case I peed myself in public. To him that was the cue to turn on the vibrator. He pressed the button on his remote, and I almost knelt down when the vibrator turned on. It felt nothing like when my bf played with my va****. I clutched my bf's arm harder and hid my face in his chest to stop myself from squealing out loud. I could feel my bladder loosing control. We walked on in the slowest pace ever, me latched onto my bf. After a while he turned it off, and I let out a long sigh of relief. I reached under my skirt and felt my panties. Luckily I still haven't peed myself. I turned to my bf and pleaded him to go home with me. I told him I couldn't hold my pee for long with the vibrator on and I didn't want to wet myself in public. I expected my bf to realize how hard this was for me, and to listen to me and go home. But instead he asked me whether I wanted him to turn the vibrator on again. I immediately begged him not to, and told him he could do it to me at home. His expression looked rapt when I was begging him, and I was honestly a little hurt to see him enjoying this. But he listened to me and we got to his car. The car was next to a public toilet and I was really dying to pee. I asked my bf whether I could go but my bf said I had to wait till we got home. I really didn't want to pee in the car but my bf had started the engines already, and so I followed him. The drive home was long. I had to pee really bad, and I was really starting to regret agreeing to my bf's request. But ironically, when I crossed my legs, the vibrator pressed aptly on my pee hole, and it actually helped me hold it in. My bf kept peeking at me and I was honestly scared he might lose attention to the road. Then out of nowhere, the turned the vibrator on again. I immediately bent down on my seat. I had the feeling of almost loosing control of my bladder and orgasming again, but it never came. I felt like I was on the brink of peeing myself but I didn't, and the feeling of approaching an orgasm was getting stronger. I wanted to tell my bf to turn it off since i didn't want to pee in his car, but my words came out as moans instead. It turns out the vibrator has a power setting, and my bf had only just set it to its minimum. He turned it up, and the vibration became stronger. I clutched my va**** to keep myself from peeing, but that only pressed to va**** against me even harder. Then I realised we had stopped moving. It turns out we were home already, but my bf decided to be quiet on it just to watch me. I felt hurt again, since I was struggling so much just to keep his car clean. I opened the door, and the moment I stepped out, I knelt on the floor and peed. Again, luckily for me, there were no neighbours around. I was still clutching onto my va**** so hard my skirt became soaked, and I left a giant puddle on the floor. But I still haven't orgasmed yet. By bf picked me up and put me in the shower. Not going to detail what he did, but with the vibrator, I had the longest orgasmed I've ever had in my life. After all that when we went to sleep, I told my bf how difficult it was for me to hold it in public. Then I asked him why he seemed to enjoy it when I begged him not to turn on the vibrator and let me pee. He said I looked very cute when I did, and he just couldn't resist it. He said he was sorry if I didn't like it, and we both went to sleep happy. While It's nice to hear my bf compliment my appearances, don't you think it's a little callous to like to see me beg? I would never like to see my bf beg, or is this another one of those boy girl differences? Do boys really like seeing girls beg? My relationship with my bf is good, but I would really like to know whether he's normal to like seeing me beg him to let me pee. Hope I don't waste your time with this and thank you in advance if you replied :)
  2. Yes it was hard. A few times I thought I would loose control but I still managed to hold it in.
  3. Aww thx for saying that, you are so kind :)
  4. If you've read my previous experiences you'll know that I've always been too shy to tell my bf about my omorashi fetish. Well, last night, we finally had our first 'omorashi experience' together. The whole thing happened so fast it still feels dreamy XD but here is how it all went: I was going to move into my bf's place. He has a rental flat of his own and I was so happy when he told me to move in :D we planned to have dinner, watch a movie, and then we'll go back to his place for the night. A bit off topic but the night before I was actually having a sleepover in one of my girl-friend's house (yes I still like sleepovers XD ) she's a really hyper-active girl and she's also really kind and sweet :) She knew it was my 'big day' that day and decided to give me a makeover. We fiddled around with make up for hours (I don't usually use makeup but I do like playing with it :D ). then she lent me an outfit that, according to her, was sure to 'capture my bf's attention'. The top was a really tight shirt that I didn't like so I stuck to my plain old T shirt :P she also lent me a pair of skirt that I was hesitant to put on. I practically live in skirts but my skirts mostly have a length of about 5 centimetre above my knee. The one she lent me was one-third that length, and I was feeling pretty shy putting something that short on. But she said my bf would like it so I put it on anyway. I hope I didn't bore you to death with this 'dressing up' stuff XD but I had to say it because that skirt gave me a really awkward night. :/ I met my bf at night. He noticed my skirt was shorter than usual -.- and I could feel my face reddening when I explained I was forced into it. He actually said it looked good on me but that only made me feel more embarrassed XD gosh I don't know if there are any girls here who have had a similar experience but that skirt was the most awkward thing ever. I can't help bringing it up here. When I sat down to have dinner I had to press my hand down to make sure my panties didn't show. For the whole night I kept pulling my skirt down to make sure there weren't any 'slips'. Grrrrr I'm going to kill Cathy for this... Back to topic, after dinner we went to watch a movie. There was this anime called Your Name that was on its final week in the cinema. Pretty interesting story about a boy and girl switching souls. Gosh I can't imagine how embarrassing it would be if I knew my bf had occupied my body XD halfway through the movie the stuff I drank at dinner was starting to fill my bladder. I wasn't worried at all since there were toilets outside. Normally I would hold my pee till the end since I didn't want to miss any part of the movie. I had devised a way to hold my pee surreptitiously in public with my handbag. I placed it on my lap and pressed the corner of it down onto my va****. This was way less awkward than holding myself but had the merit of achieving the same effect. So I held my pee till the end. I honestly had no thought of omorashi when I held my pee. All I wanted was to watch the movie till the end and pee afterwards. My bladder filled fast and by the time the movie was over my midriff was aching. My bf stood up and pulled me up with his giant hand. I actually squealed from the sudden increase in pressure in my bladder. He asked me if I was ok, and I told him, red faced, that I had to pee. When we got out of the cinema I looked for the toilets immediately. My bf, however, pulled me back and told me to hold it till we reached his place. My bladder was close to bursting now and I was really surprised to hear what he said. I was suspicious: Was he into omorashi?? I think I might have given him the smallest nod ever in the world but at the sight of it, he immediately dragged me to his car and set off for his place. I was really nervous while I was in the car. Partly because I was afraid I might pee all over my bf's car. Partly because I had no idea where my bf was going along with this. He knows I was born super-shy so whenever we do anything sexual he would always ask if I was ok with it (actually telling him I'm ok with it is the most embarrassing thing ever). What he did this time was very abrupt but I was too shy to ask him about it. I kept my legs tightly crossed with my handbag stuffed tightly on my legs. I had to pee so badly my knees were feeling weak again. But then we reached the inevitable obstacle: traffic. People were going home from work and the road was stuffed with cars. I let out a little gasp when I saw the row of red backlights in front of us. My bf asked me how I felt and I now felt pretty sure he was making me hold my pee on purpose. I told him I needed to pee badly but I couldn't decifer the expression on his face. The car rolled on like a snail. About 15 minutes later I started crying. I seriously didn't want to pee in my bf's car and the skirt I was wearing was my friend's. I didn't want to pee in that either. At the sound of me crying my bf actually looked worried and he told me we were about to be free of the traffic. My panties were still dry but I was now holding myself with both hands. I felt so awkward sitting there literally massaging my private area but I can't help it. We finally ploughed through the traffic. He asked me how I felt, and I told him I was about to burst. Then he said something I never thought he would. He said he was sorry but he thought I looked really cute when I needed to pee. I could feel myself blushing deeply when he said so. That confirmed all my suspicions. He was an omorashi lover as well. We reached his place finally. I got off the car and stood expectantly at his door. He took his time taking my luggage from his car. I was dancing on spot. I could feel my bladder losing control. I was at the doorway but I didn't have the keys. He finally finished and came to open the door. Before I could step in, he scooped me up and carried me in! He slid his hand down my skirt and gave my va**** a huge pinch. I almost squealed out loud. I wanted to tell him to put me down as there might be neighbours who might see us, but what he was doing to my va***** turned my body weaker than jelly, and I couldn't manage a single word. He brought me to the bathroom. He took my skirt and my panties off. The toilet was right in front of me but before I could sit on it, he lifted me and placed me in the shower. He stepped in with his pants off, and I could see he was fully aroused. He turned on the water and started fingering me. I was torn between the body freezing sensation of being fingered, and the bursting pressure of my bladder. Not going to describe in detail what he did to me, but there is one thing I would like to say. At one point he kneeled down and actually started licking my va****! It felt so good and I was pulling on his hair so hard I think I might have pulled some out XD I was really scared I might pee in his mouth as my bladder was still full. But is this normal? Is it normal to lick a girl like this?? Then we had true sex for the first time. In the past all he had done was finger or massage me till I climaxed but this time he actually put his p**** in me! It hurt at first but then it felt better and better. I don't want to describe anything in detail but in the end, I orgasmed and peed at the same time. I was so weak after that my bf helped me clean up and shower while we were still in the bathroom. So that's how I had my first omorashi experience with my bf. At night he gave me the kind option of sleeping in the guest room or sleeping with him. I could feel myself blushing again when I told him unconvincingly I wanted to sleep in the guest room. He knew what I was thinking and asked me if I wanted to sleep with him. I gave another one of my smallest nods ever in the world and off we went to sleep :D on the bed, he asked me whether I was ok with what he did to me. For the first time I didn't feel shy at all, and I told him I enjoyed it as much as he did. :D
  5. Well I sure was XD
  6. Awww you're so kind, thanks :)
  7. I'm into omorashi (obviously) but my boyfriend knows nothing about it. I've always been afraid to tell him about it, and all this time in our relationship we've never done anything related to it. There was one time when I was stuck with a bursting bladder and I had to hold my pee in front of him, but that was the only time and we had only just begun our relationship back then, so I felt more shy than pleasured during the whole thing. In our dates I've always been careful to empty my bladder. I have a really strange personality in that I get shy really really easily (ugh it's more of a disability sometimes) and as much as I like omorashi, I couldn't bring myself to hold my pee in front of him. But I was careless last night. We were out on a date again :) here in Australia the weather is getting hot, and so I drank a lot. We were having dinner and I could feel my bladder filling up quick. I knew I had to pee soon if I were to avoid embarrassing myself in front of him. I looked around from where we sat for signs to the toilet but I couldn't find any. I squeezed my legs tightly together and tried to look calm (I hope I did). I needed to pee pretty badly. I made an effort to squirm silently but to keep my body motionless. Don't know why. but moving a bit helps hold the pee in. When we were leaving the restaurant I took an extra few peeks for signs to the toilet but I couldn't find any. I was too shy to ask the staff for directions (yes I know I'm a girl with strange feelings XD ). But I was still confident I could find a toilet someplace else. Michael said he wanted to go for a walk and I acquiesced. It was a fine and cloudless night, but all I cared about was finding a toilet. There was a mini carnival of some sort near where we were. There was a performance going on and we sat down to watch. It was the last thing I wanted to do, I really wanted to look for toilets but I didn't want to go against my bf's decision. I crossed my legs as tightly as not to seem suspicious, and I was lucky for my habit of wearing skirts since it made it a lot more natural to cross my legs. I put my handbag on my lap and pressed the corner down onto my va****. I almost shuddered from the momentary relief it gave me. The performance went on for a while and I managed to hold myself with the help of my handbag. I placed as much weight on my bag as possible to the point it almost startedto hurt. But my bladder was filling fast. I was bursting by the time the performance ended. I stood up and had to walk with my waist bent. My bf asked me if I was alright and I instinctively blushed. I felt my face grow hot and I told him my legs were cramped from sitting too long. We walked on as I was rallying my courage to tell him I had to pee so we could find the toilets. That's when my bf pointed to the Ferris wheel and suggested we take a ride on it. I wanted to say no of course. But the only reason for that was because I really had to pee. My 'no' came out as a mumble and ended up as a nod. A sign read '1 minute' down the Ferris wheel and I figured I could just manage to hold it for another minute. We went inside a tiny compartment. Now I was stuck with a new challenge of controlling my full bladder while sitting directly in front of my bf and pretending I didn't have to pee. My bf seemed to enjoy our time together stuffed inside our tiny cell and I felt suddenly really shy for the way he looked at me. I was worried he might see something wrong with me. Just when I was going over my worries, the Ferris wheel stopped. I gasped. A drop of pee gushed out and I had to forcibly hold it back. I asked my bf whether there was something wrong and he said the Ferris wheel would stop for a couple of minutes every quarter of a circle. I then realised to my horror the '1 minute' sign referred to the waiting time. I was so stupid! The Ferris wheel was pretty big and it was definitely impossible for it to complete a spin in just a minute. I knew I was caught in a true predicament. My bf noticed something was wrong, and he asked me frankly, (I have really good memory and what I'm quoting here I'm pretty certain were the exact words :) ) "You're blushing so much again, I'm sorry if you didn't want to be with me in here for so long." He sounded a little worried like he'd offended me somehow. I didn't know whether I should admit I was about to pee myself. I just shook my head and avoided his eyes. "There's nothing to feel shy about, it's just a ride on a Ferris wheel." I had to admit it, I had no choice. I told him I was bursting to pee and I had been holding it ever since dinner. I felt so embarrassed telling him this, like I was caught doing something I shouldn't. Gosh I really wish I were a bit braver, I hate being shy. My bf tried to comfort me but I was really at my limit. I held myself freely now that there was no need to hide. I pinched my va**** hard and I gasped from the relief. My bf was watching me and I realised I was basically lifting my skirt for him to see. He saw the look on my face and looked away but I saw him peeking all the same. I was shy, but part of me wanted him to see (gosh I can't believe I'm admitting this) 5 long minutes passed and I was literally bouncing on my seat. The stupid wheel still wasn't moving. Out of despair I said 'why won't it move?' And it actually started moving. It reached the top and stopped again. I started crying. I knew I was going to pee myself. Out of his bag my bf pulled out an empty bottle and told me I could pee in it. It was a plastic one and I was really unsure whether a girl could properly aim her pee into such a small hole. But anything was better than peeing myself. I nodded. Before I could protest he reached over and pulled my panties down. (Ok getting a bit inappropriate, hope you don't find it awkward) he pushed the mouth of the bottle against my va****. I felt my whole body turn to jelly. I peed and eventually filled the bottle. I couldn't stop myself and kept peeing once the bottle was filled, but it wasn't too much to make too big a mess. My bf pulled out a tissue and started to wiped my legs. Before I realised he wiped my va**** (don't think it's right to describe what he did on this page but let's just say he played with me for a while) So that ended my first true omorashi experience with my bf. It was nothing like what we've done before. Afterwards he asked me why I held my pee instead of finding the toilets and I told him I was too shy to ask. He laughed and I laughed as well, even when I was embarrassed to death after what happened. He sent me home and before he left, he told me I looked really cute :) when I had to pee. I blushed and looked away. I couldn't stand to look him in the eyes. Part of me wants to admit I kind of liked it but yet I was still too afraid to admit it. I hope I'm not tiring you with all this indecisiveness, but I really don't know what I should do. Should I tell him? What should I say? It just seems so strange for a girl to admit to a guy she likes to hold her pee! (Sorry if I sound a bit conservative)
  8. Actually the movements from the legs helped me hold my pee in, like how you would shake your legs if you needed to pee. But I do admit since I was doing breaststroke, I felt like loosing control every time I spread my legs for the kick. :/
  9. Thanks, I was actually afraid the detail would bore people by letting unimportant trifles get in the way, I'm glad you didn't find it boring :) I wouldn't pee in a pool, but I actually almost did back then. I had to pee so badly, I thought it would be much easier to let go. i remember I felt like bursting every time I spread my legs during the breaststroke, but I tried my best to hold it. But so far people have told me I should've just peed in the pool and I wonder if that's what I should've done XD
  10. Don't worry I'm not a fan of feminazi's either, even though I'm a girl. No matter how fervently they'd like to believe in the contrary, woman are inherently different from men. Not that I think feminism is a bad thing, it's definitely important to give girls equal rights, but some feminists take it too far when they try to take on the role of men, and try to surpass them in every corner, just to prove that woman are capable. There's just so many ways one can prove one's own worth, and if the only way to prove a woman's worth is to do what a man does, then it's an affront to all woman because we have our own qualities that define our gender. Yea you're right, DON'T BE A GIRL. XD now I know why so many of my friends struggle with their bladder while the guys can just chill.
  11. Well there are a few friends of mine (who are girls) who have iron bladders, but yea, apart from those exceptions, what I've observed is that girls are generally weaker at holding our pee in. Are our muscles weaker or what? Men are definitely more muscular than us and they have much greater physical size, so I guess their extra muscular power gives them an edge in bladder control. I wonder if there's any scientific evidence on this.
  12. Well maybe you'll find reasons to want to be a boy if you happened to be born a girl XD is it really harder for girls to hold their pee? I wouldn't say it's hard but it's definitely painful to have to hold my pee for a long time, but I can't say whether it's more difficult for us than for boys. Is it because boys have something to 'grab onto'?
  13. I saw you replied to my story, was it the inspiration behind this topic? XD In my school permission really depends on the teacher. Some are very lenient and would allow anyone to go if they asked, while some are notorious bladder-sadistic types, to whom no one would bother even asking. I was drawn to omorashi not because of my experiences at school however. But for me it's definitely cruel not to allow students to pee, I think the main reason behind the way they act is that they think students are going to the toilet just to get away from lessons. Gives them the impression of being slighted. I can't remember any instance of boys holding their pee in class. There probably were but they just asked the nice teachers for permission and I never saw anyone struggle. In my experiences it's actually much more frequent with girls. But that's maybe because being a girl, most of my friends are girls so I got to know more about their plights when we talked after lessons.
  14. Haha I don't get myself either... The shyness just comes, the moment I have to announce I need to pee the words just won't come out. It feels like I'm drawing everyone's attention to myself.
  15. Thanks, I really try to cram every detail I can possible remember in my experiences, glad you don't find it boring :) understand your experience all too well. I guess I was lucky myself, even though I peed myself no one found out, and thankfully that was the only time I did. Thanks for sharing anyway :)