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pamaclay last won the day on May 31 2012

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  1. I've been lurking in this thread periodically, and trying to think what my contribution should be to the discussion... pdeferred, your post hit squarely on some of my thoughts. All the discussion of attire and circumstance is interesting and relevant to me, but the model's behavior from beginning to end (especially the end) is much more fundamentally critical to me. I've seen videos where the setup was perfect, and I've been glued to the screen, squirming in my own chair, delighted, fascinated, aroused, beguiled, and following every trembling wiggle of a knee, but then the model suddenly goes dead calm, and patiently looks down at herself, waiting, often no longer clamping her legs together desperately. The body language says everything. I know that moment, because I've been there. It's when I've decided to wet myself, but I'm not really desperate enough for it just to come rushing out at the first relaxation of my bladder. I have to stop and almost meditate on the idea of peeing. Well that's fine for me doing it for my own pleasure, but it utterly ruins the moment in a video. I feel sorry for these girls trying to act it out. Some of them are very good at showing the signs of desperation, whether subtly or obviously (I can appreciate both kinds at different times). It may not be entirely their own faults, either. The shoot may have a planned timeline, a script, or a location that dictates the moment of release. I can't predict my own bladder's behavior well enough to know whether my loss of control will be in five minutes or 45 minutes sometimes. The urges come, and sometimes subside. In some cases, the very relaxation of telling myself it's ok to let go has the effect of relaxing my urgency, rather than my sphincter. The only way to make sure that it just comes out, is to keep waiting an waiting until it does just come out. Maybe they aren't properly preparing with steady but non-overwhelming dosages of water beforehand. They might not have studied the right ways to get one's kidneys into overdrive. And we know from various people's testimony here that for some, the bladder doesn't lose control even after long periods of rather intense pain. Some of these girls might not reach a moment of involuntary wetting until they are in agony. I suspect, though, that they just aren't given the opportunity to get desperate enough, or enough preparation in safe hydration. Most people will eventually accidentally wet, particularly if their bladders are filling up at a much faster pace than usual. Building on what has been said above, if I were to be the one directing videos, I'd give my girls the instruction not to bother acting, but just to keep holding it. The longer they can hold it, the more they get paid. The more they can convince me that they didn't give up and let it out on purpose, the more money is in it. Special bonuses to those who can keep their mouths shut, with the exception of involuntary whimpers, breaths, or gasps, when something breaks loose down there. Even more money if the final wetting can be delayed beyond the appearance of the first leaks or wet spots, and it happens in progressive stages, with increasing intensity of will to hold it back... Then once we are past the basics, we can move on to some intriguing scenarios...
  2. I never peed in the shower until the last couple years, but it wasn't because I was avoiding it. I had just always had a habit of peeing first thing after I woke up in the morning, and the shower always came next, so I never needed to pee while I was in there. Well, I read on some forum a thread about holding back the morning need to pee, and it made me wonder why I had never tried that before. Probably mostly because first thing in the morning is when I usually do that other thing in the toilet as well, and I've always found it hard to do that without peeing too. So anyway, I've gotten better at taking care of that business without letting go of my bladder, and now I often hold it as long as I can in the morning. This means that sometimes I'm hit with waves of desperation when the water hits me in the shower. This is when I have the most fun doing kegel exercises, fighting the urges, letting out little squirts intentionally, and then clamping down and stopping it. This makes me squirm like crazy, especially if I force myself to keep going about my washing, so my concentration is split. My shower head is on a flexible hose. I put it down between my legs and let the pulsing warm water simultaneously toy with my parts and tempt my bladder to let go as I hang on with all my might. It's so hard to decide each time I do this whether to let it all go and enjoy that wonderful feeling, or to force myself to hold it and get to keep the desperation going later into the morning. I'm usually not really at my maximum capacity when I'm in the shower. It's just the urges that make the battle so hard.
  3. This is going to happen to me someday. I keep daring myself to go out already needing to pee and holding it until I get home. I'm terrified of embarrassing myself, but another side of me gets more and more aroused the closer I come to having an accident. Someday, I'll drink a little too much or lose my concentration on holding it, and I'll find out whether it's the best or worst moment... I suppose it will depend a lot on how my date reacts.
  4. For me, there are two or more completely different scales of desperation, depending on how my body and mind are behaving at the moment. Sometimes the need just grows slowly and steadily in the background, and I can block it out and concentrate on a project while the pressure builds to the point where I am near my maximum physical capacity. I'm aware of the nagging from my bladder, but I don't have to focus on holding it, just keep the valve shut, and my legs pressed together, and keep working on whatever I'm doing. Eventually, I will move in some way that presses on my bladder, and there will be a twinge down there, like a warning. At this point, I know I have to stand up and proceed to the bathroom very carefully. I can feel my sphincter wavering on the verge of leakage as I move, and I know that a careless movement could result in a spurt. My bladder feels very heavy and has a dull ache. When I sit down to pee, the torrent seems to last forever, and I can't believe that I was holding that much. When my body is working like this, I've never actually wet myself more than a squirt or two into my panties, enough to feel, but not see through my pants. But there are other times when I have to battle with urges. Powerful building urges that come in waves. This can happen to me at a point when my bladder is really only about half or two thirds full. I can't figure out why it happens. It's not nervousness or related to being in public. It can happen when I'm at home, sitting at my computer, doing just the same sort of thing as when the need builds slowly as I described above. Sometimes, a distraction will break the cycle of urges, and I can go for another hour or two without even noticing the need to pee again. Other times, the urges spiral out of control, and I find myself dancing and wriggling and barely controlling myself, running for the bathroom to keep from peeing my pants. I have actually wet myself twice under these conditions, once walking home from school (thank god I was wearing a skirt and no one knew) and once when I was watching a movie in my bedroom and couldn't make myself believe that I would actually not be able to hold it till the end. If there had been anyone in the room, they would have known for sure what was going on, because I was squirming around and shaking like a leaf. My muscles started spasming, and I let out a huge squirt that soaked my jeans under me. I regained control for a couple seconds, and then another violent gush came out, and as I ran to the bathroom, I was just peeing hard and uncontrollably. It's frustrating to know that I have a bladder capable of holding 10 or 12 hours worth of pee, but never being sure that I can count on it in a crunch. So I guess I would say that I could potentially pee myself anywhere between 10 and 20, depending on the day :(
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